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I DON'T HAVE A TITLE FOR THESE WORDS

TAZZIE-BOO started this conversation
Dec 30, 2011

HEY OUT THERE IN CYBERLAND!!!I DON'T HAVE MUCH TO TALK ABOUT CAUSE RITE NOW I'M SITTING IN A LIBRARY INSTEAD OF SITTING IN MY HOME CAUSE ME AND MY KIDS ARE HOMELESS!!!IF ANYONE OUT THERE KNOW WHAT THAT FEELS LIKE THEN THEY CAN UNDERSTAND THE PAIN I FEEL AS A MOTHER AND TO ALSO KNOW THAT YOU FEEL LIKE A FAILURE CAUSE YOR KIDS RELY ON YOU TO PROTECT THEM AND KEEP THEM IN A HOME,BUT ALL YOU CAN DO IS SAY SORRY TO THEM EVERY NITE AND PRAY FOR A MIRACLE TO HAPPEN AND HAPPEN QUICK!!!I HAD TO BE A SHELTER ON MY DAUGHTER BIRTHDAY WHO JUST TURNED ONE ON CHRISTMAS..THAT IS THE MOST HURTFUL THING THAT YOU CAN'T GET A CAKE FOR YOUR CHILD NEVER THE LESS SING TO HER!!THATS WHY IN A SINCE I'M GLAD I FORGOT MY PASSWORD FOR CATEYES CAUSE IT GAVE ME THE CHANCE TO CHANGE MY NAME TO MY "CHRISTMAS ANGEL" NICKNAME THAT I GAVE HER..THATS THE LEAST I CAN DO FOR HER SINCE RITE NOW ALL I CAN REALLY DO EVERY NIGHT IS CRY AND ASK GOD TO PLEASE GET US OUT OF HERE!!TO ANY ONE WHO IS AND WILL READ THIS GOD BLESS AND HAVE A PROSPEROUS NEW YEAR AND PLEASE PRAY THAT ME AND MY KIDS FIND A HOME REAL SOON!!!

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bookworm2011
Dec 30, 2011
I have been in your unfortunate position with two kids and no money or home. I know living in a shelter is terrible and you feel like a bad parent, but dont forget you are still providing for them..maybe not in the way that you are used to but you are doing the best with what you have. I know you want to celebrate your baby turning one and its hard to do with no money or place to call your own but just have peace knowing you are not on the streets and use every resource the shelter provides to try to get on your feet. I thank God there are places open to those suffering and giving them a place to sleep that is warm. I know its demeaning and you feel like a failure at times, but you are a good mother, you love your kids an want the best for them just like everyone else. I wish I could offer you more than just words but wanted you to know that you have to stop being so hard on yourself. Im sure your children dont think any less of you because of your circumstances..I pray that you find resources for a better tomorrow
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